When comparison felt like hope

My Ash Wednesday was different than they usually are, but I was unnaturally unabashedly honest with my repentance this morning. Driving in the dark I prayed (admitted aloud) that in my last depressive episode I noticed the slip in my intentionality, behavior, and heart... and I care... but I could not care enough now to … Continue reading When comparison felt like hope

0 & 3 to 3 & 0: 3 Battles I lost in my 20s I will win in my 30s

My 20s were spent learning who I am and my 30s, I hope will be about applying what I have learned. In my search for myself I realized I was repeatedly losing significant battles that kept me from growing. They say the first step to growth is recognition and then action. I will win these battles … Continue reading 0 & 3 to 3 & 0: 3 Battles I lost in my 20s I will win in my 30s

Giving up.

Comparison is the root of all disappointment. There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. 5 There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. 6 There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work.                      I … Continue reading Giving up.